First Love.......

i still remember the day when i saw your cherubic face
first time i felt my heart-beat at a different pace
never had a feeling so good so vibrant and so colorful
not even when i had crush on my teacher at school


everything about you is a class
black shoes blue denim and your glass
you captured my brain ,usurped my thinking
the soul of my verse, the beats of my six strings


i feel alone even amid my clique
always thinking to woo u like a hero in the flick
but i m so naive, such thing never i did
being for the first time the prey of cupid


but as if done some felony i steal the glance
always trying to say, give me only one chance
but silence is what i have to speak
cannot just candid like some freak


i know bonny lass u carry an attitude
intriguing charismatic face with nature so rude
but why you loathe me ,i don’t understand
didn't ask for more, just your hand in my hand


i used to think that i am perfect
oh heck ! now i know i was so mad
and it is you who made me realize that
besides many good things i am still very bad


you are seeing somebody, that i know
destiny didn't write your name on my brow
but can't help to control umpteen emotions
will keep loving you with all my devotions


my friends say that i m beyond redemptions
they have already prepared for my cremation
without you i will be happy, chances are very few
it is you whom my first love will always pursue