it started like this.........

It started with a talent hunt , “TASHAN” was the name
Sitting at the back, for me it was a taunting game
And then she came, swaggered on stage and done her “monkey act”
I had to shut my trap, hitherto never felt such a profound impact.


“Wow”, instantly came out of my mouth with hiccup
My hand was on my heart and I was looking up
Who is she, who is this bespectacled girl
I was nonplussed, my mind was in a whirl


I felt its raining even the sun was so bright
And then I realized oh man! this is sign of love at first sight
And when she walked down with her bouncing hair
Pop-eyed I thought , this creation of god is rarest of rare.


To watch her, to know about her was about rest of my graduation
I was frenzy about like some an adolescence infatuation
Perfect blend of beauty and considerable brain
Talk to her moron, u’ll never find a girl like her again



At the sports meet her team was at winning spree
I was so happy to see her happy when she celebrated her victory
Congratulated her through message from my cell
But shaken by the reluctant reply I could not even yell


Promised myself that i’ll not trouble her again
It is only illusion-infatuation and I’ll refrain
But couldn’t control myself and pestered her on the net
Mea culpa not to thwart myself as I was too fret


I started asking people what offensive she finds about me
Some told the company u have some told the attire u carry
Perhaps she misread me as some crook or may be weak
Because I don’t look and behave like some computer geek


I’ll never go to her and say what I am and what feel
Suffering from a pain that time can only heal
Will forget her and will lock the emotions in some vault
And will convince my heart that to crave for her was only a fault

First Love.......

i still remember the day when i saw your cherubic face
first time i felt my heart-beat at a different pace
never had a feeling so good so vibrant and so colorful
not even when i had crush on my teacher at school


everything about you is a class
black shoes blue denim and your glass
you captured my brain ,usurped my thinking
the soul of my verse, the beats of my six strings


i feel alone even amid my clique
always thinking to woo u like a hero in the flick
but i m so naive, such thing never i did
being for the first time the prey of cupid


but as if done some felony i steal the glance
always trying to say, give me only one chance
but silence is what i have to speak
cannot just candid like some freak


i know bonny lass u carry an attitude
intriguing charismatic face with nature so rude
but why you loathe me ,i don’t understand
didn't ask for more, just your hand in my hand


i used to think that i am perfect
oh heck ! now i know i was so mad
and it is you who made me realize that
besides many good things i am still very bad


you are seeing somebody, that i know
destiny didn't write your name on my brow
but can't help to control umpteen emotions
will keep loving you with all my devotions


my friends say that i m beyond redemptions
they have already prepared for my cremation
without you i will be happy, chances are very few
it is you whom my first love will always pursue