Saturday, August 21, 2010

After I met you .......

I didn't remain the person i was , after i met you

i will metamorphosed into a human, no one had a clue

gone are torn jeans heavy bracelets, which made people get scare

beard is cleaned, oiled and side-parted are now my unkempt hair

i don't know where from within me this poet came out

given me you as a reason and inspiration to write about

all of sudden i could feel and love the things those were never there

music in rain, the silence of the night , the freshness in the air

when you walk besides me holding my hand in your hand

i feel so content and happy , there is nothing more i could demand

and when you look at me and smile and sometimes when you wink

can feel the dizziness more than what i get after having alcoholic drink

i always intentionally leave my lip-sides messed with sauce

so that you wipe it out moving your finger all across

i always intentionally get late at the meeting place

so that i beg you pardon and can see that concealing enjoyment on your face

how i wish i just keep looking at your lovely face

those black eyes, red lips, rouged cheeks are my means of solace

sliver of glasses that hang from your ear, creates an environment of merriment

leaving me in the state of trance, arresting me in your beauty's confinement

can never forget that feeling of bliss

the first time i held you tight while we kissed

myriad emotions flow in my veins when you hold my arms on a ride

the feeling of love the feeling of togetherness and moreover the feeling of pride

can never forget those winter nights when your nose becomes red

when we remained unmoved and cuddled up in that cozy bed

and those summer nights, when we sat on the porch looking at the sky

it was your hair that cools off that wind which was hot otherwise

after you came i realized how drab my life was

people admonished me for my deeds but i never paused

it was you who killed my insolence, no more i had that pseudo-intellect epithet

made me a person to be charmed, flowered my heart that was barren and derelict

before you came, it was only me, my solitude and a life like a dead-tree

i don't need anybody damn !! was the only subject of my soliloquies

but now i have understood what i lacked and now have fathomed the mystery

that i actually started living my life after you came as a lovely surprise

Dead Man !!!!

When i was young, they craved for me
hysterically crying they ran behind me
never left me alone when living i was
now nobody even care to burn my decaying carcass

cruelty is on my mind
i have become deaf and blind
my paralysed soul wanna weep and yell
that life was not worth, better is this hell

beating, burning, abusing and killing
this i have for world and that's what i am giving
good me gentleman me was ruthlessly slain
now I've found a monster who loves the blood who loves the pain

i wanna eat their flesh wanna give them tumor
wanna tell them what could be a vindictive anger
those who have hurt me will not be excused
for i am no more an altruist , they will be barbecued like a goose